[00:01:27.80] [Kayz] i know i failed as clan member
[00:01:27.80] [Kayz] but
[00:01:27.80] [Kayz] maybe i can show
[00:01:38.48] [Kayz] in next future
[00:01:40.12] [Kayz] that i changed
[00:01:43.54] [lNNNxDario] you failed twice.
[00:01:51.06] [lNNNxDario] that is more than enough
[00:03:37.94] [Kayz] well failing is a hard word for just forgetting to tell something
[00:04:31.76] [lNNNxDario] not showing up for a very long time is evidence of not caring
[00:04:31.76] [lNNNxDario] not caring is failing
[00:04:40.26] [Kayz] not really
[00:04:44.92] [Kayz] the "not caring" thing
[00:04:53.58] [Kayz] it had another reason
[00:07:03.04] [Kayz] it's furthermore an evidence for other important things like school, family
[00:07:11.18] [lNNNxDario] you are mixing "caring about your clan membership" with "caring about the clan".
[00:07:20.88] [Kayz] not really
[00:07:32.64] [lNNNxDario] yes, really
[00:07:42.78] [lNNNxDario] I've been away from my city for months and nobody ever noticed it
[00:07:58.82] [lNNNxDario] why? because I cared enough to always make some time to visit a cyber cafe and check the forums to see how everything was going on
[00:08:10.66] [lNNNxDario] the only reason to dissapear for half a year is having been kidnapped.
[00:08:25.40] [Kayz] if you think that this is so much important
[00:08:43.94] [lNNNxDario] then find a clan that isn't this serious.
[00:09:22.74] [Kayz] you are the only one who bothers about this
[00:10:04.36] [lNNNxDario] because I am probably the only one who is willing to keep this clan at the level it was meant to be from its origins
[00:10:30.90] [Kayz] only because i took care about other things than worms
[00:11:21.22] [Kayz] another thing is that you don't know me that well and judge me because of my inactivity
[00:11:25.42] [Kayz] but for me it wasn't that important this time
[00:12:44.96] [Kayz] and in the last time i took much care about this all, not because getting back to NNN (what you might think) is my only goal, because worms is entertaining me again
[00:12:44.96] [Kayz] very much
[00:13:05.32] [lNNNxDario] well then, you should find a group that is more about that and less about this.
[00:13:22.96] [lNNNxDario] it's not that you can't be friend of nnn member if you are not a clan member.
[00:13:55.00] [lNNNxDario] but, whether people like it or not, I will stick to caring too much about this, because it's my duty to sirgorash and johnmir.
[00:15:43.62] [Kayz] so there will be never ever a chance for me, because i took care to other things two times without telling you
[00:16:03.54] [lNNNxDario] never a third chance*
So I accept, that Dario takes it that serious, but I think that not all people here think like this.[Kayz] why you said this thing with "it's my duty for sirg and johnmir"
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[Dario] because it is. They didn't create the clan to have a bunch of people that don't care that much, only think it's a bit of fun and can go away everytime something more interesting in life happens.
[Kayz] could there be an argument for me that i was just 17, and had much trouble in school and didn't want to play worms and stuff
[Kayz] but i see it's senseless
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[Dario] doubletime is 14, or so, but that doesn't prevent him from getting banned.
[Kayz] thx for comparing me with him
[Dario] I am comparing your argument with him, not you with him.
I know Dario is the inofficial clan leader, but I can't take his "kidnapping is the only reason" thing serious. Do all people think like this, that I am someone who failed and who should not get allowed to ever join this clan again?
Furthermore I think Dario's point of view is much too pedantic. I know that he takes care about this clan, but I am not someone who insulted and faked around. And I don't think that he is acting in SirGorash's and Johnmir's intention to keep the clan "clean" of those people, while banning me forever.